You chose to death because death is best option for having, but I tell you this once before:
You can not having death. Death for those of luck to have it. You not have it. You not have luck. You only have suffer. Is wonderful to hoping for death, but it never come and now you knowing this.
You back in cage. All is lie. No route but to pain for suffer. All leads back to lonely suffer of cage.
Cycle of pain circus is forever no matter what choosing.
All lead to pain.
Life still pain.
You choosing to…